Wednesday, 26 December 2012

Regret. Love. Guilt. Dreams.

I woke up early, and I took a long time getting ready to exist. 
F. Pessoa

Thursday, 29 November 2012



Thursday, 25 October 2012

Every fall

" She recognized the strange happiness that came from loving something
without knowing why you did,
that strange happiness that was sometimes so big
that it felt like sadness."

Wednesday, 24 October 2012


I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful ‚
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.

Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

 Sylvia Plath


Wednesday, 17 October 2012